In this time, I have discovered lines and boundaries in my life that I could not cross, much to my surprise. I have found that things I have always believed about myself are utterly false. I have re-written parts of my personal narrative, pieces of my childhood and memory, that had seemed insurmountable in their pain, helpless searches for redemption now settled and grounded. Ties have been broken and re-forged, a new structure slowly building from deconstruction.